Everywhere I turn I hurt someone

Oh how I love being lied to.
Think Im stupid? While Im sleeping in bed thinking your at home, you've fucked off out after saying your tired and you dont have any money. Arg.

Lee Evans is on, Good.

Im not saying it was your fault, although you could have done more,

YOUR SO NIAVEEEEEEE
Im in such a good mood today :)
I was feeling very generous today! I know how she feels, thats why I left the place. Maybe I could teach her a few things!
Christmas in 3 days! God this years flown by!

Gonna play some Cod inabit, Gotta do chrimbo cards and wrap pressies first!



ARK - Act of Random Kindness

You better watch out, You better not cry, You better not pout Im tellin you why...

SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN

Im really not that all excited for Christmas, Its a shame really, Such a nice time of year, I knew it would wear off eventually. Ah well.
Watched Elf and Avatar and played some epic games of Cod. Im now satisfied and shall now settle down in the most unworthy bed, I hate it, I want a double bed like I used to, So I can put all my old teddies on it!
I hope the snow goes
And I can ride again
Need to do my photography aswell and Psych revision! Ahahahaaaaa
BuMbUmBuMbUm.

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I need councilling.

Because your love is my drug.

Maybee its cos you've caught me in a bad mood.
I was having a perfectly good evening, why cant you just stay in for once, I thought you were saving money. Im actually pissed right now. Fuck College tomorrow.
My face is flaring up and I feel like ive got a chest infection. Great.
Oh and Im not going with you New Years, Im staying at home Ive got too much work to do. I reckon I have bipolar. Fuck my life.


On a lighter note... The Girlies

Story of my life, Searching for the right...

Ah Bridget Jones is on, Ive had my Robbie fix for this evening
and todays been lovely :) nice to see the old crew again...
Goodtimes..


I want it to be summer again!

There she goes, There she goes again

Did I mention I love Robbie Williams? I hope I have another dream about him tonight, he gets me through everything! He's ma bbygrl fo lyfe.
Aha, If anyone would like to buy me tickets for one of his concerts Id be very appreciative :) Id literally die ahhh.

Ive had a poo afternoon. Got out of college late the bus took like forever, I got a headache and Ive got loads of work to do. CryCry.
Im glad its nearly the weekend and Holidays...
Christmas should be ok, I hope.
Christmas eve sloop? or dinner at mine or something.

Apparantly Al Quieda have threatened attacks on the live Corrie :L aha
I will piss myself if something like that happens! As if Corrie hasnt had enough shit this week!


KittyKatt

When we collide we come together

Ive actually got an unhealthy obsession with Robbie Williams, I even had a dream last night that I met him...and Gary Aha I wish!

Do you when you just have those days, the shit ones?
I have so much work to do! and I only do three subjects, ah well.
Corrie cheered me up with its bad action shots and fake fires aha.

Got a leave in half an hour for college, Im not dressed I couldnt give a shit if Im late, an hour and a half lesson? wtf.

Anyway look at this wonderful man who has now replaced Ellan Dyson on my desktop background...

In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away
Yes Robbie?

While I was busy throwing everybody underneath the bus...

Shit its cold, and Im fucking hungry. And its that sort of hungry where your angry as fuck. My stomache hurts! and the bus home was not fun!
Im really looking forward to Coronation street this week, gonna be sweet.

Ah I love it when I find a blog I havnt finished...^
Anywhoo, Corrie was epic as epic could be. What a twist.
Argyjhs my back hurts :(
I just had the nicest cup of tea ever in my life!
I love tea and coffee, Its a sign Im getting old, Trolololol.
Chrimbo in 16 days?Im slightly excited but not, I dont get the same buzz anymore,

Ah fuck it!

Come here, oh my star is fading.

Well a 4 day weekend, wasnt really expecting that from the Isle of Wight.
22 days till Christmas, I need to do more shopping.
Im knackered all this walking and stuff, Well I never get lifts anymore anyway so.
I want to go on holiday with some friends, paris? London? somewhere.

What film to watch tonight? I need to do some photography really...
Ah but Im so tired and Im sweating a bitch in my room, its never the right tempreture Im either too cold or too fucking hot! Cant be good for me.
I want my hair to grow even longer, I want it blonder too................
I want to look like pixie lott.

I lost my head cos I thought of all the stupid things I said

SnowySnow I wish there was more so I didnt have to go to college, I dont mind college though...just want to sleep though! Need to catch up on my work seriously bad. A whole sketchbook in for Monday, ive done less that a quarter of it. Im just not motivated, like I spent all this morning(3hrs) listening to music and pissing about with Chelsea and also had a little nap,Arlenes just to nice.
I had the worst dream last night, I swear these types of dreams posess me...I mean its changed my opinions on quite a few people just because of some trippy dream. I dont want to have it again :(
You think that to show respect and love I should unload a dishwasher. Seriously how old are you? and do you seriously think that taking away my laptop was going to bother me in the slightest as well. Im 16 for fucks sake. If I had the money I would of moved out months ago, thanks.Im not going to dwell on it like you do because im going to treat you like your a child from now on and Im the adult. I do have a right to stand up for myself.
Ahh stress much. Im quite glad Ive got the friends I have, even though they are double my age! Good ole yard. Never fails me. Never. Tea and biscuits forever!

:')


Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival.

And I was like, Fuck You.

To be honest you can Fuck off.
Just because I dont put a fucking god damn bowl in the dishwasher you disown me?
You know what I am not a slave.
Why do other peoples parents have a good relationship and not complain how their son/daughter does nothing round the house, Point one...Im never in the bloody house to make any mess anyway Number two You always make dickish comments if I even attempt to do anything. I would quite happily move out right now. Sorry Mum.

You make me so angry. And you wonder why I snap and moan.

Christmas in less than a month, gonna be fun. Not

Everything will become clear to you, When you see things through anothers eyes.

Yes, more pictures for my wall of fameo!
Sweeeeeeeet.
Im not going to have any walls after this!

Everyday its a getting closer going faster than a rollercoaster!!

I quite enjoyed Hazza P last night!
It was nice to see the crew again, apart from Mel,
I miss you Mel!!
And Eloise we should definatly find some amazing clothes and go take some sweet pics!!
Had a lovely ride out with Dominique today, its nice to get the horses out together, show next Sunday? And hunting on the 8/9th :) Pookypookpook

Yes. Xfactor this evening, love it.

Heartbreak warfare-John mayer I like it, Spotify is my life. Shame I cant put my playlists on my pod :/ I just cba downloading stuff! Takes too long...



Horses lend us the wings we lack

Do you ever feel like a paper bag, Drifting through the wind wanting to start again,

Absolutley loved Adelphia of Kings they were amazing. LML

That was a joke, they did make me laugh though! RAWRRRR
HATE HATE HATE HATE
Haaa!

Went and saw Mary King for abit today, she's such an inspiration,
Rode fat boy as well...
Off to see hazza p in a bizzle,
homemade pizza first though...

Speaking to you two again feels so strange! I miss our laughs :(



Grief can take care of itself, but to get the full value of joy you must have somebody to divide it with

Hush little baby, dont you cry everythings gonna be alright.

Another week over, damn they go quick.
You've gone to Plymouth and Im gonna have a shit weekend, your my bestfriend and my boyfriend and its strange not seeing you! I know its only for two/three days but still...
Twas nice spending the evening at yours though :)

When will this stop! I want a new saddle now :( I cant ride like this anymore,
FuckMyLife.
Im just tired too tired muinmksdhfihfjsdfkjbaskjbdguuiufagbsc

Say it after me?
Cos Its better to be safer than sorry.

Im craving to go to my grans, have one of her amazing chip butty's!
I miss those days, but if they'd carried on I would be a fat mo'fucker.

I just want to go to sleep right now and watch a film with a hot chocolate, Im craving a girly night in :/
Chinese takeaway tonight yummy.



A lie gets halfway around the world before the truth has a chance to get its pants on

Although no one understood there was more of them than us learning how to dance the rain!

Robbie! Love it! I still prefer him on his lonesome but ahhh he's back for good! Hero
havnt blogged for a while!
What the fuck happened the other evening!!!! I was sick in a glass...Im so embarassed, aha!
College is still sweet as a nun! Loving life!
Ive got the weekend to myself, I want to keep myself busy...

Im quite unbelievably excited to watch harry potter! I feel like a right geek! haha



It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye


IF I EVER LEAVE THIS WORLD ALIVE!!!!!!!

Imagine all the people!

Yes. Todays been a good day. I think.
Tonight should be nice if all goes to plan...
Funny...I havn't felt strange like I usually do when I dont see you.
To be honest I dont care, I should stop caring that much seeming as I get the impression. Ahh oh well :) I shouldnt dwell on things that bother me, I might end up getting Body Dismorphic Disorder! Ahhhhhhhh haha.
It feels like college never happens! Awesome, I mean I dont get the 'I CBA' feeling..its odd. Im excited for doing my a levels sounds gayer than gay but once Im done if I do emm.. I can get a job maybe go to Uni, or save up and go travelling or if all else fails I shall join the navy or army, would be an experience I supose!
I absolutley adore Jack Johnsons cover of 'Imagine'


Im hoping this mood blows away
else something else will blow away...
It'l sort itself out I hope!
Its all in my head, I swear.
Right Im off Nigga Fucks.
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife



Life is like a hot bath. It feels good while you’re in it, but the longer you stay in, the more wrinkled you get

Ha love it!

With a red scrunchie for a birthday gift, she scrapes her hair into a Croydon facelift.

I actually love college!


Photography has to be the best, Loves for Arlene! Shes a hero.
Day off tomorrow yes please!
Chicken pie again for dinner yes please!
Evening watching films snug in bed Deffo yes please!

I was a bit worried about you today :/ its not like you to not eat your food! I dont want the whole virus thing to happen again. I realise your getting older and I wont be able to do the stuff I wanted too with you but you've always been there! Ralphy doodle...

The day will happen whether or not you get up.

Brother Bear, I let you down...

Awesome light skills by Sam...Typical.

One month and 17 days? Untill chrimbo!
I need to buy presentssss...

An alrighty day I spose, Lrc with ashleigh, was nice to chat to her again!
Photography flew past, Did fuck all as per usual :L Arlenes a babe.

Chile for dinner, Yum.

'I try to get my Usher on but I cant let it burn'

If that dont kill me, it'l only make me stronger.

I blog alot these days, Im always complaining.
Ignoring me is not going to make it easyer, I walked home on my own last night not to make you feel guilty but just to have some time on my own, it was cold and dark.

Attempted motion photography today and failed..again.
So much for making the most of having the camera for a weekend!


I just want to be with you in bed watching a movie :(


My stunner

We say goodbye in the pouring rain, I break down as you walk away

Well done megan you've fucked it up again.
Im I really that pathetic? Why do people ignore what I have to say.
JUST FUCK OFFF! :(

My whole life, Waiting for the right time

to tell you how I feel.

I dont know where to start, Where I want to start or How...
Im cold, well..Its cold. Maybe glove time, Meh.
Considering Ive had a lovely start to the weekend I still feel like crap.
I think Im gaining a cold and losing my mind. LOL.
Just talking and It makes me realise that life shouldnt be based around one thing, I need to make decisions for myself and not on behalf of you. Ive missed out big time.
ahh. Racing college sounds nice...but it wont happen :(
We're still young. But not forever young unfortunatly!


You dont get it.

Obviously its more important than me.

Your beautiful, thats for sure

I was too badass today. Skipped enrichment. I dont care about it!
Other than that Im loving life today! Ive got the college camera for keeps till monday!!! Shweeeeeeeet. Im a photography whore.



I have a massive bruise on my leg and its painful. Being rammed into a mental bar isnt what I really needed.
I wish you wouldnt go to work as much. You dont even need the money, you only spend it on shit and dirty munch aha. Spending it on me doesnt make me love you more.

I tell you this is getting unbareable. I just want to stop. I mean im on the verge of becoming a silencer myself. Funny yeh. Nothings fun anymore, its such a shame :(
Shut up meg.


Don't look where you fall, but where you slipped

You'l be so high you'l be flying!

I want a tattoo! So bad, If I get something it will definatly mean something, and it wont be a shitty chavvy crappy sketchy sketty piece of poo.

I wouldnt go that extreme but I think its awesome or a dragon...
Maybe I should copy one of Robbie's tattoos!! Aha epic.

Im so hungry. Im sick of eating so late these days, trying to fit round your silly rutines. Fuck You.

Should be getting the college camera for the weekend! SaaaWeeet!
We should so get the old crew together and have a photo shoot. Mental.
For once I'm looking forward to the new hazza potty, looks epic.
Id love to do a midnight viewing!
College didn't seem to happen today! Well it did but it goes by so quick! Im not complaining!...
Chicken pie for dinner, yes. Love it.


If you must speak ill of another, do not speak it . . . write it in the sand near the water's edge.

Im not saying another word.

How could you be so heartless?

Ohmygooodness, its dark. No wonder this time of year loads of people commit suicide! Its so depressing! I think when im older im going to move to a warmer, lighter part of the world they all seems so much more alive and happy!

Anyone want to go to Ireland with me next Summer? Please? It will be shweet!
Or go on a little holiday somewhere? Sounds like a plan. DONE.

The first night where Pooks is in, wanst too bad, did him in 15 minutes! Though thats just bringing in and changing rugs...theres more to come. He's worth it though my chunk of ginge (: I dont think I could ever part with that horse, Il have him till he dies...Bit sad to think of it like that, shame half of his life was wasted just munching in a field, he could of done so much! Could of been a little super star! He'd probably be dead I hadnt started riding him :/
Hunting this year? I think so, I need to get off my arse and start looking out for shows n stuff! else I miss out, 'Hunting' (not actually killing foxy woxys) just going for an epic ride with doggy wogs following!
I managed to fit in a cheeky ride this morning, took Ralph down three fields, Its days like today that make me wish I had a good camera on me! There was some stunning veiws, you just forget where you are its so weird.

Absolutly stunning




No hour of life is wasted that is spent in the saddle.

Everything I do, I do it for you

Crappy shitty fucking weather.
At least my new coat will keep me warm and dry! Aha, I love my student discount card.
I need to start saving seriously for Christmas I know what im getting you but its not as half as good as what your getting me :( if I had a job!!!
I really should be doing some work, Im so useless.

I miss old times, I didnt think I would miss it as much as I do now, I just want it to be like the OLD times, MMBKEA? I dislike college for the fact I don't have my crew, thank god for Kat n Cass. Srsly. Only two years of 6th form, and well, everyone will fuck off to Uni, good on em, but I can see enless I change my mind Im going to be the only one left on the Island. I want an epic sleepover where we chat for hours and eat food and chill, like the old times...



Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about.

And now your trying to fix me, and mend what he did

Last night was nice, good to see everyone, shame it rained!

My back is pushing me to the edge, its rediculous. I just want to ride without the pain and akwardness. Its excercise or selling Ralph...They come in at night now from Monday, Im really really not looking forward to it. Considering my hip problem I had a nice ride out, I do love stopping off at home to get munch! Ralph enjoyed the fregrance of Mum's lavender plant so we are now going to perchase fuck loads of it for Ralphie Roo!

'Don't tell me its not worth trying for, You can't tell me it's not worth dying for'
Bryannnnn Adams.

Half wayy through half term, I was hoping to have completed at least 1 of the 3 lots of work by now! Im so bad.
Sometimes I wonder why I bother.

Dominos tonight, again. Filth.




All change is not growth, as all movement is not forward.

Lets inherit the Earth

I've never blogged so much in my life!
But I forgot one significant thing...

Today I got on a bus, I chose my seat behind a youngish man who had crutches, we were probably the youngest on this bus..
I awkwardly caught his eye in the reflection of the window, but he just gave me a smile,
A sort of smile that could come from anyone who seems happy enough, this smile made my day!
I wish strangers would interact a little more, like when an old lady sat next to me and we had a perfect little, out of the blue conversation! I love it.

Keep Singing out keep Singing loud.

I know I've already blogged once tonight but I feel I should do a 'Proper' blog..Something that someone would actually want to read...I've got nothing to do so.

Im only sat here wrapped snug in a towel as I love to keep the warmth of my shower with me, also accompanied by an empty yoghurt pot that looks like its just going to depart from the edge of my bed. But in the height of my lazyness I will not move it.

Still with the huffy jumps of a recent crying fit I've just noticed how much of a fool I am. But I've never felt like this before...I don't want to sound nasty or ungrateful but I want to feel

freedom just for one moment just to make me realise what I've got and what I don't want to lose. Though I must change my attitudes, I can't break down to this when it happens everytime, but I'm open to say I'm scared of rejection and loss. Doing psychology makes me notice what I am and what I could be turning into, though half the time I reckon this Psycho crap is bullshit! So maybe I'm bullshit, I do chat alot of crap!

Oh how I miss the old days, going camping in the summer with Graham! All the things Mel organised were ace, beach hut whattt!? Radical Wave whatt!? oh our Youth, we havn't got much of it left if you think about it! Im wishing it away! I should'nt but I can't wait to be independant! Have my own place, my rules! I crave independance with lust. Aha. Im so desperate. I want to party hard to the early hours with my closest friends remenicing, bringing back the memories. I tell ya my 18ths going to be messy I'l make sure of it, NO K CIDER though. Aha.

I just can't seem to relax lately, I havn't done any work as I have put it off, (I currently am) but I still feel knackered.

I'm very safe in my relationships but Ive always got a hunch that somethings going to happen, always there in my mind. Ive become a whole lot more emotional in myself, I find it easy to just cry when I'm upset I don't with hold myself I'm not sure if thats good or not.

I go through such profound moods, Im a stubborn little girl inside.

As I found out today in tutor Im a left side brain. Also known as the untidy, unorganised side of yourself, but for me im only left sided. Aha. I don't like deadlines.

Talking of deadlines I've spent the last 2 hours trooping through this and I have Psychology work thats in for tomorrow, I refrain from calling it 'Homework' as it just reminds me of Middle/High School.

I miss my Friends :( all of them, I hardly see my yard lot these days, its not good.

I've started to feel like theres something missing, it hasn't been like that for ages.

Life's Tragedy is that we get old too soon and wise to late.

<3>

I think its time for Me and You to take over the world!

I just have to have everything my way aha!

Im sticking my finger up at enrichment! I don't want to do it!

Although the 'Survival cooking class' sounds good...but Im pro cooker so...

Im proper loving life mucking about on my webcam...

I should consider growing up! and soon...

Has been an alright day, Shame its so friggin cold! It just makes ya realise how close Christmas is!

You might have been my Sunshine, but i'd rather have a rainy day..

Love my life today! Don't have to college it till 3! Best leave in abit though!
Art done! Photography not...i need to catch up bad times!
Such a lovely day! I regret putting Ralphie Doodle out in a rug. Winter soon...its going to be a love hate between this season. I love being snugged and warm but i hate being caught in the cold rain while riding and then having to muck out..things i do for pony pooks!
Didnt have to wake up untill 9.30 today! I managed to sleep in thank god. My bedrooms a tip but it can wait another day to be cleaned.
My toes are cold! Must be winter tymmeeee...Not long till christmas! I fancy going for a Sloopy doop with my lot nearer to the time! We need to do Subway alot more too!
anyways Jarrod awaits! Aha he creases me up! An austrailian art teacher that loves 'Neighbours' lololool

oo just found a bruise on my head :S

So hold your god damn tongue

Been a tiring day, I hate wednesdays,
getting the bus in the morning is just tedious, especially when you get the pointless texts that are just well..pointless. Guygiauhcbajk.
Just seen the cutest thing on rudetube, tiny little kitty cat
makes me want a kitten again...sorry Bisty,
Ive got the serious munchies...like I havnt demolished a massive bowl of sweet and sour chicken and half a pack of chocolate fingers! Aha im putting on weight again, though i do feel alot happier!
Gym Friday again! Work off all that shiiiiit. (:
This weeks gone too quick! LML. Havnt really got much else to say :/

I know its mean but its just the constant annoying comments all the time, Tbh i feel your only with us cos you dont want to look like a loner! Kapeesh.

You been acting very hard lately, smoking alot of cigarettes lately..

MILF FACE lolololololol

I AM NOT A ROOOOOOOOBOT.

As soon as i set up a post i forget what im going to say!

I should of taken English Lit+Lang.

Im so stuck to this song lately...

Frank Turner - Hold Your Tongue

Bella if you see this id have a look!

Beautiful man!

My cat is maxin' relaxin' shes a cat on dope.

Sleeps all day Sleeps all night!

Silly niggaaa.

Weathers terribly nice dont you say??

Mind fucks me though! Wish it would make up its mind,

I wish i could play an Instrument!

Franky inspires me!

If Frank and Robbie did a duet id poo my pants! Ahahaaa

OO my bestival and festival bands started to smell the other day so i cleaned them with shampoo and they smell beautiful! I just didnt want to take them off...Im determined.

Well the phone calls! Im off for some dirty ass munchinnnn's :D

So now the years are rolling by, and its not long since you and I could of been Train drivers and Astronauts

Had such a nice last few days, I'm glad what happened, happened. if that sounds right...

Yesterday was just mental, 3 hours of pure Australian art... though I tend to find myself watching other people deeply, I enjoy watching people sounds weird but it's true!

Went to the gym with Cass, did about half an hours work out...I felt like an utter pussio aha

Bandnite...lol, not my kinda music was a fucking hilarious though!

Taylers was nice, got to see my favourite people which I miss alot...

and got incredibly drunk, was unaware I would be consuming the K haha I thoroughly enjoy that beverage! Twas all abit of a blur to be honest! Poor Alex 'Muntford' I really want to know the truth!

I enjoyed the freedom and the tidying of Taylers house this morning!

I seriously miss you guys it's unbelievable!

Ahh poo chunks, Sam Millward hurry up and finish work so we can consume some dirty Dominos!

Girl your amazing, Just the way you are.

Im so pissed off right now, I just cant do things right anymore?
The weathers not helping my niave mood.
RalphRalphRalph. Im so confused on what I should do, im dreading this Winter but I dont want to lose him! FFS, no body seriously understands its pathetic.
On a lighter note Dominos Pizza has finally opened! Takeaway nxt Saturday I think with Samm :)
Im craving the Bestival again, it was too epic.

College is good! Apart from a few little things.
You dont have to get so angry over the smallest things its stupid.
I better be going! Photography this afternoon, mint times.
I have a true hate for southern vectis though.

She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart, While im drinking Jack all alone in my local bar...

Ah, fuck my life I just wrote a blog and it deleted it.
Pussy Faggot.
I cant be arsed to re-write it.
BLOG OVER.
Chow.
Oh and I miss you Eloise! Calling for me and stuff in the morning :'(

I Miss'Missing You, Sometimes.

I just havn't been inspired to blog like for the last few months i dont have enough time these days!
Thursday night had to be the nicest evening I've had with you probably since Firestone! Chinese takeaway, the way forward for the romantics. I could get used to this...forever :) Stop spoiling me with dirty filthy munch! haha.

Curry night at the yard tonight fucking yes! Havn't been with my stable crew for a while, should be good and a laugh havn't had one of them in a while! We're the sort of crew that if we don't see each other for a while we'l always have a right old laugh when we get together, thats what I adore about these guys! Pure genius'! Powpowpoww.

Had a dream last night it was pretty clear too.
I had 3 kids with Sam, they were all Ginger...gsdjf
I ruined Bella's trip to NewYork cos I snook into her suitcase haha
then we ended up at the bestival with my three ginger kids getting drunk in the gypsy caravans! lol.

Say it aint so, I will not go, Turn the lights off carry me home! Nananana

Jedward on BB. Haha, Prats.
Im literally addicted to BigBrother, like every night I dream about atleast one housemate! Haha! Its epic.

I wish you wouldn't do what you are doing these days, Im not sure wether your doing this to rebel or what, seriously he's no good for you! And this is not good for you, Its not my decision but you should move on and find a better group of friends, or a safe bunch of people...I dont want you to change! Especially now you don't ride, I havn't lost interest in riding but I just dont have fun anymore like we used too! Maybe its just a phase...Unpredictable.

We be burnin'''not concernin'''

Im currently sprawled on bellas surprisingly clean floor listening to Franky T.
What could be better, time to chill get away from certain things,
Wine.Hot tub?Chilaxxx
Boring blog again.

A Singer in a Smokey Room, A Smell of Wine and Cheap Perfume

BigBrother was absolutley epic.
Couldn't get any better.
I never really know what to blog about these days nothing exciting never happens.
My back hurts? If that interests anything...
Summers going wayyyy to quick, only a month till results.
Shitting a brick!

Stupid blog.

Playing basketball with the President, Dunking on his delicass...

Ah my jesus.
Last night was abit messy...
I never, ever, ever want K again.
Well I'l have it in the house but never outdoors.
The word 'K cider' makes me want to be sick. The sight of it makes me want to pukeeeeeee so bad.
I need to cleanse myself, maybe i should become a Budha! Haha!

We are young, We are free, Keep our teeth nice and clean!

Right. I've decided to make a new blog.
Start fresh.
Bang.

I dont think the title of this Blog sums up me, but It sure does represent some things.