And I was like, Fuck You.

To be honest you can Fuck off.
Just because I dont put a fucking god damn bowl in the dishwasher you disown me?
You know what I am not a slave.
Why do other peoples parents have a good relationship and not complain how their son/daughter does nothing round the house, Point one...Im never in the bloody house to make any mess anyway Number two You always make dickish comments if I even attempt to do anything. I would quite happily move out right now. Sorry Mum.

You make me so angry. And you wonder why I snap and moan.

Christmas in less than a month, gonna be fun. Not

Everything will become clear to you, When you see things through anothers eyes.

Yes, more pictures for my wall of fameo!
Sweeeeeeeet.
Im not going to have any walls after this!

Everyday its a getting closer going faster than a rollercoaster!!

I quite enjoyed Hazza P last night!
It was nice to see the crew again, apart from Mel,
I miss you Mel!!
And Eloise we should definatly find some amazing clothes and go take some sweet pics!!
Had a lovely ride out with Dominique today, its nice to get the horses out together, show next Sunday? And hunting on the 8/9th :) Pookypookpook

Yes. Xfactor this evening, love it.

Heartbreak warfare-John mayer I like it, Spotify is my life. Shame I cant put my playlists on my pod :/ I just cba downloading stuff! Takes too long...



Horses lend us the wings we lack

Do you ever feel like a paper bag, Drifting through the wind wanting to start again,

Absolutley loved Adelphia of Kings they were amazing. LML

That was a joke, they did make me laugh though! RAWRRRR
HATE HATE HATE HATE
Haaa!

Went and saw Mary King for abit today, she's such an inspiration,
Rode fat boy as well...
Off to see hazza p in a bizzle,
homemade pizza first though...

Speaking to you two again feels so strange! I miss our laughs :(



Grief can take care of itself, but to get the full value of joy you must have somebody to divide it with

Hush little baby, dont you cry everythings gonna be alright.

Another week over, damn they go quick.
You've gone to Plymouth and Im gonna have a shit weekend, your my bestfriend and my boyfriend and its strange not seeing you! I know its only for two/three days but still...
Twas nice spending the evening at yours though :)

When will this stop! I want a new saddle now :( I cant ride like this anymore,
FuckMyLife.
Im just tired too tired muinmksdhfihfjsdfkjbaskjbdguuiufagbsc

Say it after me?
Cos Its better to be safer than sorry.

Im craving to go to my grans, have one of her amazing chip butty's!
I miss those days, but if they'd carried on I would be a fat mo'fucker.

I just want to go to sleep right now and watch a film with a hot chocolate, Im craving a girly night in :/
Chinese takeaway tonight yummy.



A lie gets halfway around the world before the truth has a chance to get its pants on

Although no one understood there was more of them than us learning how to dance the rain!

Robbie! Love it! I still prefer him on his lonesome but ahhh he's back for good! Hero
havnt blogged for a while!
What the fuck happened the other evening!!!! I was sick in a glass...Im so embarassed, aha!
College is still sweet as a nun! Loving life!
Ive got the weekend to myself, I want to keep myself busy...

Im quite unbelievably excited to watch harry potter! I feel like a right geek! haha



It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye


IF I EVER LEAVE THIS WORLD ALIVE!!!!!!!

Imagine all the people!

Yes. Todays been a good day. I think.
Tonight should be nice if all goes to plan...
Funny...I havn't felt strange like I usually do when I dont see you.
To be honest I dont care, I should stop caring that much seeming as I get the impression. Ahh oh well :) I shouldnt dwell on things that bother me, I might end up getting Body Dismorphic Disorder! Ahhhhhhhh haha.
It feels like college never happens! Awesome, I mean I dont get the 'I CBA' feeling..its odd. Im excited for doing my a levels sounds gayer than gay but once Im done if I do emm.. I can get a job maybe go to Uni, or save up and go travelling or if all else fails I shall join the navy or army, would be an experience I supose!
I absolutley adore Jack Johnsons cover of 'Imagine'


Im hoping this mood blows away
else something else will blow away...
It'l sort itself out I hope!
Its all in my head, I swear.
Right Im off Nigga Fucks.
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife
Ilove mylife



Life is like a hot bath. It feels good while you’re in it, but the longer you stay in, the more wrinkled you get

Ha love it!

With a red scrunchie for a birthday gift, she scrapes her hair into a Croydon facelift.

I actually love college!


Photography has to be the best, Loves for Arlene! Shes a hero.
Day off tomorrow yes please!
Chicken pie again for dinner yes please!
Evening watching films snug in bed Deffo yes please!

I was a bit worried about you today :/ its not like you to not eat your food! I dont want the whole virus thing to happen again. I realise your getting older and I wont be able to do the stuff I wanted too with you but you've always been there! Ralphy doodle...

The day will happen whether or not you get up.

Brother Bear, I let you down...

Awesome light skills by Sam...Typical.

One month and 17 days? Untill chrimbo!
I need to buy presentssss...

An alrighty day I spose, Lrc with ashleigh, was nice to chat to her again!
Photography flew past, Did fuck all as per usual :L Arlenes a babe.

Chile for dinner, Yum.

'I try to get my Usher on but I cant let it burn'

If that dont kill me, it'l only make me stronger.

I blog alot these days, Im always complaining.
Ignoring me is not going to make it easyer, I walked home on my own last night not to make you feel guilty but just to have some time on my own, it was cold and dark.

Attempted motion photography today and failed..again.
So much for making the most of having the camera for a weekend!


I just want to be with you in bed watching a movie :(


My stunner

We say goodbye in the pouring rain, I break down as you walk away

Well done megan you've fucked it up again.
Im I really that pathetic? Why do people ignore what I have to say.
JUST FUCK OFFF! :(

My whole life, Waiting for the right time

to tell you how I feel.

I dont know where to start, Where I want to start or How...
Im cold, well..Its cold. Maybe glove time, Meh.
Considering Ive had a lovely start to the weekend I still feel like crap.
I think Im gaining a cold and losing my mind. LOL.
Just talking and It makes me realise that life shouldnt be based around one thing, I need to make decisions for myself and not on behalf of you. Ive missed out big time.
ahh. Racing college sounds nice...but it wont happen :(
We're still young. But not forever young unfortunatly!


You dont get it.

Obviously its more important than me.

Your beautiful, thats for sure

I was too badass today. Skipped enrichment. I dont care about it!
Other than that Im loving life today! Ive got the college camera for keeps till monday!!! Shweeeeeeeet. Im a photography whore.



I have a massive bruise on my leg and its painful. Being rammed into a mental bar isnt what I really needed.
I wish you wouldnt go to work as much. You dont even need the money, you only spend it on shit and dirty munch aha. Spending it on me doesnt make me love you more.

I tell you this is getting unbareable. I just want to stop. I mean im on the verge of becoming a silencer myself. Funny yeh. Nothings fun anymore, its such a shame :(
Shut up meg.


Don't look where you fall, but where you slipped

You'l be so high you'l be flying!

I want a tattoo! So bad, If I get something it will definatly mean something, and it wont be a shitty chavvy crappy sketchy sketty piece of poo.

I wouldnt go that extreme but I think its awesome or a dragon...
Maybe I should copy one of Robbie's tattoos!! Aha epic.

Im so hungry. Im sick of eating so late these days, trying to fit round your silly rutines. Fuck You.

Should be getting the college camera for the weekend! SaaaWeeet!
We should so get the old crew together and have a photo shoot. Mental.
For once I'm looking forward to the new hazza potty, looks epic.
Id love to do a midnight viewing!
College didn't seem to happen today! Well it did but it goes by so quick! Im not complaining!...
Chicken pie for dinner, yes. Love it.


If you must speak ill of another, do not speak it . . . write it in the sand near the water's edge.

Im not saying another word.

How could you be so heartless?

Ohmygooodness, its dark. No wonder this time of year loads of people commit suicide! Its so depressing! I think when im older im going to move to a warmer, lighter part of the world they all seems so much more alive and happy!

Anyone want to go to Ireland with me next Summer? Please? It will be shweet!
Or go on a little holiday somewhere? Sounds like a plan. DONE.

The first night where Pooks is in, wanst too bad, did him in 15 minutes! Though thats just bringing in and changing rugs...theres more to come. He's worth it though my chunk of ginge (: I dont think I could ever part with that horse, Il have him till he dies...Bit sad to think of it like that, shame half of his life was wasted just munching in a field, he could of done so much! Could of been a little super star! He'd probably be dead I hadnt started riding him :/
Hunting this year? I think so, I need to get off my arse and start looking out for shows n stuff! else I miss out, 'Hunting' (not actually killing foxy woxys) just going for an epic ride with doggy wogs following!
I managed to fit in a cheeky ride this morning, took Ralph down three fields, Its days like today that make me wish I had a good camera on me! There was some stunning veiws, you just forget where you are its so weird.

Absolutly stunning




No hour of life is wasted that is spent in the saddle.