Brother Bear, I let you down...

Awesome light skills by Sam...Typical.

One month and 17 days? Untill chrimbo!
I need to buy presentssss...

An alrighty day I spose, Lrc with ashleigh, was nice to chat to her again!
Photography flew past, Did fuck all as per usual :L Arlenes a babe.

Chile for dinner, Yum.

'I try to get my Usher on but I cant let it burn'

If that dont kill me, it'l only make me stronger.

I blog alot these days, Im always complaining.
Ignoring me is not going to make it easyer, I walked home on my own last night not to make you feel guilty but just to have some time on my own, it was cold and dark.

Attempted motion photography today and failed..again.
So much for making the most of having the camera for a weekend!


I just want to be with you in bed watching a movie :(


My stunner

We say goodbye in the pouring rain, I break down as you walk away

Well done megan you've fucked it up again.
Im I really that pathetic? Why do people ignore what I have to say.
JUST FUCK OFFF! :(

My whole life, Waiting for the right time

to tell you how I feel.

I dont know where to start, Where I want to start or How...
Im cold, well..Its cold. Maybe glove time, Meh.
Considering Ive had a lovely start to the weekend I still feel like crap.
I think Im gaining a cold and losing my mind. LOL.
Just talking and It makes me realise that life shouldnt be based around one thing, I need to make decisions for myself and not on behalf of you. Ive missed out big time.
ahh. Racing college sounds nice...but it wont happen :(
We're still young. But not forever young unfortunatly!


You dont get it.

Obviously its more important than me.

Your beautiful, thats for sure

I was too badass today. Skipped enrichment. I dont care about it!
Other than that Im loving life today! Ive got the college camera for keeps till monday!!! Shweeeeeeeet. Im a photography whore.



I have a massive bruise on my leg and its painful. Being rammed into a mental bar isnt what I really needed.
I wish you wouldnt go to work as much. You dont even need the money, you only spend it on shit and dirty munch aha. Spending it on me doesnt make me love you more.

I tell you this is getting unbareable. I just want to stop. I mean im on the verge of becoming a silencer myself. Funny yeh. Nothings fun anymore, its such a shame :(
Shut up meg.


Don't look where you fall, but where you slipped

You'l be so high you'l be flying!

I want a tattoo! So bad, If I get something it will definatly mean something, and it wont be a shitty chavvy crappy sketchy sketty piece of poo.

I wouldnt go that extreme but I think its awesome or a dragon...
Maybe I should copy one of Robbie's tattoos!! Aha epic.

Im so hungry. Im sick of eating so late these days, trying to fit round your silly rutines. Fuck You.

Should be getting the college camera for the weekend! SaaaWeeet!
We should so get the old crew together and have a photo shoot. Mental.
For once I'm looking forward to the new hazza potty, looks epic.
Id love to do a midnight viewing!
College didn't seem to happen today! Well it did but it goes by so quick! Im not complaining!...
Chicken pie for dinner, yes. Love it.


If you must speak ill of another, do not speak it . . . write it in the sand near the water's edge.

Im not saying another word.

How could you be so heartless?

Ohmygooodness, its dark. No wonder this time of year loads of people commit suicide! Its so depressing! I think when im older im going to move to a warmer, lighter part of the world they all seems so much more alive and happy!

Anyone want to go to Ireland with me next Summer? Please? It will be shweet!
Or go on a little holiday somewhere? Sounds like a plan. DONE.

The first night where Pooks is in, wanst too bad, did him in 15 minutes! Though thats just bringing in and changing rugs...theres more to come. He's worth it though my chunk of ginge (: I dont think I could ever part with that horse, Il have him till he dies...Bit sad to think of it like that, shame half of his life was wasted just munching in a field, he could of done so much! Could of been a little super star! He'd probably be dead I hadnt started riding him :/
Hunting this year? I think so, I need to get off my arse and start looking out for shows n stuff! else I miss out, 'Hunting' (not actually killing foxy woxys) just going for an epic ride with doggy wogs following!
I managed to fit in a cheeky ride this morning, took Ralph down three fields, Its days like today that make me wish I had a good camera on me! There was some stunning veiws, you just forget where you are its so weird.

Absolutly stunning




No hour of life is wasted that is spent in the saddle.